light up the sky

last night was so awesome. just got away from all the crap going on around me and took off with a good friend to the middle of nowhere. had a bone-fire, s'mores, some drinks, and just talked. Talked about everything...literally. Makes me really appreciate my friendships i have with the people that come with no strings attached. I have learned alot in my 22 years of life and one of those things was reinforced last night: LIFE GOES ON!
in the last couple weeks i have been handed cards that i don't know how to deal with. For about a week I was so lost in my identity. Its hard to accept that God's perfect plan is sometimes different than our perfectly good plan. But i'm rolling with the punches and I cling to the promise that I walked "through the valleys" (meaning I don't stay there).
New Theme song...Light Up the Sky by The Afters. It was a perfect song to go with a great night.
I am blessed and I am stronger than anyone knows!

When I'm feeling all alone
With so far to go
The signs are no where on this road
Guiding me home
When the night is closing in
Is falling on my skin
Oh God will You come close?

Light light light up the sky
You light up the sky to show me You are with me
I I I can't deny
No I can't deny that You are right here with me
You've opened my eyes
So I can see You all around me
Light light light up the sky
You light up the sky to show me
That You are with me

When stars are hiding in the clouds
I don't feel them shining
When I can't see You beyond my doubt
The silver lining
When I've almost reached the end
Like a flood You're rushing in
Your love is rushing in

So I run straight into Your arms
You're the bright and morning sun
To show Your love there's nothing You won't do

That You are with me
That You are with me