the sad truth

they say -its sad when someone you know becomes someone you knew and when someone you love becomes someone you hate-
The sad truth is is that it is sad when that happens, but it does happen. Sometimes by choice, sometimes its forced, and others it is the undeniable fact of the matter.
The worst part... you never forget them. NEVER! You try, you do things that you would have never done, you try new things but something will ALWAYS remind you of them. A song, a scent, and a store...something.
Today, more than usually I'm missing that person in my life. Its hard to no longer use the words "my best friend" when I talk about you. For the most part, I lie and say that we grew apart. No need to start drama where there is none. I'm writing a book, a memoir really. Of the famous times of my and "my best friend". Its pretty epic already. I titled it "Boxers and Bow Ties"* (which is a true story). But anyway I'm not even really sure the reason for this post besides just talking out loud but here it is.
Plain and simple: I miss my best friend and I wish I could tell him that.

** I'm sure you are interested in the boxers and bow ties story. In short, I went over to Joey and Austins house, picking them up to go out for the night. And they totally answered the boor in nothing but boxers and bow ties lol it was hilarious (and kind of weird). Still makes me smile **