But this I call to mind,
and therefore I have hope:
The steadfast love of the LORD never ceases;
his mercies never come to an end;
they are new every morning;
great is your faithfulness.
"The LORD is my portion," says my soul,
"therefore I will hope in him."-Lam 3:21-24
14 years ago today God asked me to say goodbye to my biggest influence and greatest love, my daddy. To even begin the share the emotional roller coaster I have been on, it would take to long. I don't think its strange to say that I've been through all 5 stages of grief, I stayed at some longer then others. But today I can honestly say has been the best anniversary yet. Today I was able to celebrate life. Celebrate the hope I have in Christ. Don't get me wrong, I still have my bad days. But my good days far outweigh the bad ones! I can't wait to see my daddy in heaven. I know he's looking out for me. I can't wait to hug him again. Until then I wanna run the race to please all 3 of my fathers. God, daddy, and Tim. All 3 mean so much to me.
"For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways," declares the LORD.- Isaiah 55:8

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